For this week's post from ONCE AGAIN, my YA Paranormal Romance that's currently available in eBook and print, we're getting a glimpse into Layla's mind, just as the doubts about Luke's affections first begin to plague her. She begins to wonder if his feelings are merely "leftovers" from their past life... fearing that once the mystery of their reincarnation is solved he'll realize that he doesn't really have feelings for her in the present. And although she really hates those "stupid, teenage-girl insecurities", she can't help herself from wondering... and being afraid.
Even though I believed my own feelings to be genuine, what if the strength of my affection for him had more to do with our history and less to do with our present? What if Lucas was driven only by what his visions showed him? What if he hadn't actually chosen me? What if being with me was an involuntary act because of who we'd been in another century?
The questions whirled around and around in my mind, until my head was splitting and my heart aching.
Happy reading and writing!